FasciNatInG Day~

There has been a long time where i could not sleep at this time and planned to write my blog...So....here it goes..

Last friday was a day before wesak, 8-5-2009, was a fascinating day for me....Its not a day where i could straight finish up my whole F9 text book but its a day where i totally keep myself far faR away from books...its a day where i kept myself occupied with lots lots of stuff....okay...so i start with early morning...I woke up as usual around 10 sth and i followed mom to market and after that we went to wholesale of flower near Anson Road...As expected,there were lots of ppl buying flowers for the wesak day...So i choose a number of different types of flowers and we bought in bunch for every type...So, after going home and have a short rest, i start my job....Before i start to arrange the flowers, i make sure that my daddy , my mom and my grandma was not around me because they will give me plenty of comments before i even finish to start arranging them...it took me around an hour if i am not mistaken...and ta da ta da.....

thats my beautiful art..hahaha...

With a quick bath, i rushed to the Thai temple.On the way rushing to my car...i drop two of my flowers... :'( I guess the guard standing there must had giggled at my lousy flower.

In temple as usual, all the volunteers were busy with a lot of work....and Oh, not to forget,i took a picture helping my mom frying fried rice (but is just a sake for taking pic) and just after finish taking pic i went kaypo-ing to watch the lion dance....

Thats me!so hardworking....

There is always an end to a stop..After two serious relationship i went through, and i realise after all i am not matured enough to get committed....Maybe i am just that bad OCL that always hurt ppl...After all of this, i just realised,i am not a lovely girl that suits to be someone's partner...

Life is like Great Wall of China to me....I could not stop learning new things and the higher i step the tougher the burden be...but i am always glad that i keep on learning...Especially after this relationship,I learn to be single ...eventhough it seems to be easy to say ,'being single only ma' but it is hard to go through all the heart-breaking minute...u will keep on staring at the phone waiting for 'him ' to call u but deep inside ur heart,u know u should not be thinking and he will not call u anymore...and if he still calls you,you know you should answer it as if u r talking to a friend....it is very hard to go through all this moments and especially where ur exam is just around the corner....but this is wat i chose,i should face it....

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Sometimes....

Sometimes you would just like to stop down and walk slowly...and observe everything around you carefully....
Today i was not like usual ,I did not rushed to go home after school...My heart wanted me to drive around slowly n do things by myself..all alone...I drive to makan after sch n after makan i drive home very slowly...Even the car behind me stick so closely to me to let me know tht i am very slow,i just dun even care...Usually if car stick to me very closely i will speed very fast off...but today i just stop aside and let them cut over me...On the way walking to my apartment, I took very slow and small steps and suddenly i feel life is very very beautiful...And i knew that if a person satisfied with everything n grateful with what they have now,they wont have affliction...they wont hope to have a better future life and hope for many more things, even when they get the things they want,they are still not satisfied...like me...i always hope to have a good husband and a very warm life in future...and very particular with how my husband will be...but i am wrong...i should be satisfied with what i have now n never dream to much on how my prince charming will be...i am so evil..and i should just follow the wave of my life that brings me..
Everyday, life always teaches us new things and we should not be tired of learning...

A life changing day..

Today 11-4-2009...Today is a life changing day./..n today is a very important day for me...n i would not forget today for my whole life...never would...Dun ask me wat is today about..but i can tell u its not my engagement day nor i get any special present and neither anything that concern wif anything that u guys can think about....but today is really a memorable day...




~11-4-2009~

~Life is great~

ok...great...there has been ages that i did not post any blog...and my friends are complaining...n huan chu says that my blog is going to 'chao sui'....cisss....


yesterday i and my dad went to KL 6am in the morning because my dad says he cant sleep...so i also force myself to wake up....When we wanted to start our journey,he told me that he is sleepy...so i have to drive ... '_' Its not that i am lazy to drive,is that i am afraid to drive cause i don't use to drive big car n i can't estimate the sides....however,without second thought i said Ok cause i wanted to try the feeling in highways....We reach there approximately 12 and with my friend's direction and my sixth sense we simply reach our destination, "Bangsar"...We went to have vege dim sum...Its delicious...even my dad who cant live without meat could not stop appraising the cook...yum!yum!


After finishing our 'brunch' we went to find hotels...After two hours of fed-up rounding KL city,we reached park royal hotel...I was so excited that we got a hotel n i can SLEEEEEPPPPP...but a beautiful receptionist told us that all their room is nearly fully book and left 300 bucks ++ rooms...I felt it was not a need to stay over night if it cost me so much...and we went looking around a few hotels n their rate were all the same too...Therefore,we planned to go back penang...With disappointment,and before leaving KL we went to Sunway College to ask for course info... Anyway...I enjoy the day....

12.3.09

Every day every moment every minute n every second tht i went through, even though its bored, happy or sad , i am also very grateful...Today is not excluded too..Today is a very busy n tiring day...The most memorable in this evening is that i get to see sunset in a very beautiful weather a very wonderful scenery and i get to enjoy the serene rhythm of the wave.....oh, n of course not to forget...i took a few pics..a picture says a thousand words..muakz muakz muakz..

Enlightment

Slowly putting down every sad thing in our life is not easy as we said...but if we try n learn to look at things in different way n dun seek for sth..our heart will slowly put down tht burden...
why i say this is because...i have a very narrow heart...i could not easily accept things n trust ppl...why?tht suffers me a lot?it causes me to have negative view in life....but life is beautiful n nice, i should not wasted it... buddhism teaches me to look at life beautifully n trust ppl even though we know their intention is not good..cause i believe if we treat someone good...they will feel it at the end...

(having terrible headache today but still keen to write up this paragraph)